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hey! im huixian(:
i; talk a lot i am; random. weird. crazy. hyper. insane. i am a; music freak. dreamer. hopeless romantic. but mostly;
i am a kid at heart.
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Monday, November 30, 2009

internet fails so bad right now. really even my icarly video is moving SOOOO SLOOWWWW. this is way fun -.-' speaking of icarly i watched that episode with sam's twin yesterday. sorta lame that the seddie episode i was looking so forward too was actually melenie. HAHAH. but it's okay those pictures can still be used as seddie seeing as how it was jeanette playing her anyway (;

im currently TRYING to watch the episode with victoria justice. you know iFight Shelby Marx? yeah that one. it looks really good and it's funny as always! haha i find victoria SO pretty! :D it's so cool that shes friends with simon curtis and josh hutherson aka two of the most hottest guys EVER! ;o like fuhreal... they are SO HOT! @_@ and if you watch old movies from josh and look at him now it's like OMG SOMEBODY WENT FROM CUTE TO HOT! xD did i mention i absolutely lovvveeee the name josh? xD

anyway yesterday night i went to pavilion with my parents to look at the christmas decorations at night which turned out to be even more beautiful! :D i am seriously SO excited for christmas. i just wish so bad that we had snow here. it'd make everything so completely because what's christmas without winter wonderland right? first advent turned out to be pretty cool. we lit up the candle and we ended up sitting downstairs talking for hours! yaknow, my parents can be pretty cool at times! haha.

what else to write? hmm i saw some pictures of Bonnie, Tom and Matthew from Harry Potter. They were at some event and dudes I say this a lot but ... MATTHEW LEWIS GOT HOT!! xD and well tom's always hot. he's draco malfoy duh (;

oh did you also hear about nick jonas going solo? well sorta solo since he's still doing things with JB ... but yeah it's weird isn't it? how it was him all along xD he's the talented one. haha its cool though because he opened his own twitter account and he's so tweeting more then the JB one would. for die hard fans they'll sure be loving this xD niley fans would so die if miley were still on twitter and they talked publicly xD not that i wouldn't either. haha.

so today is weird to be honest. im in a mood to talk to my friends who are basically ALL on msn but i don't know what to say... i really feel like reading something but i don't know what... i wanna watch a movie so bad but internet is so slow. so now i have the urge to watch step up and drool over channing tatum and robert hoffman's hotness xD but damn i still have other things to do. im in like a really lost mood because i can't pick what i want to do xDD even when it comes to talking to my friends, its like on one hand i just wanna finish my work so i dont wanna talk but then i wanna. im weird right now aren't i? xD

on a random note; JUSTIN BIEBERRR!!!!!

love me, love me. say that you love me. fool me, fool me. oh how you do me. kiss me, kiss me. say that you miss me. tell me what i wanna hear. tell me you love me.

kthxbai people (;
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Sunday, November 29, 2009

note to self; never go to the shopping malls on saturday or sundays. NATIONAL STAMPEDE DAY!! :oo run for your dear lives! xD it's true though... i went around today helping my dad look for things for our first advent today and OMG there's like people EVERYWHERE and it wasn't even the main shopping time. don't wanna know how it is now at four. O.O

anyway nothing exciting happening today. a slow today and possible a short blog for once from me =P it was just raining but now it stopped. sorta anyway. my doggie is sleeping and im bored. procrastinating as well xD

so yeah first advent today. wow can you believe 26 days to christmas. unbelievable. i just wish malaysia snowed. that would make EVERYTHING so person ♥ winter wonderland. the perfect look for christmas. ahh oh well, we'll make the best of it as we have it (: its always fun... christmas i mean.

i had a fun time talking to my friend pajie today. we haven't talked in a while cuz she's busy and all but we FINALLY caught each other online and yay it was so much fun. we talks that hot guy i saw the other day...and other guys =P and how we need to go somewhere where there are more blonde haired blue eyed boysss and if they asked us we'd just say we're going sight seeing haha. we also talked about twilight. she's not much of a fan but she totally gets what i mean when i say taylor is like megan fox. hot at times no doubt about it but over all they really just try to much. ;o so in the end its a love hate thing. i hope christy doesnt end up hatting us xD she's team jacob haha. she also told me that im one of the true fans {hahaha} because i read the book and all and i knew about robert pattinson BEFORE twilight. i mean yes it's way hot that he's edward cullen and all but dudes, he's cedric diggory first and for most (; one of the only hot things that came out of hufflepuff xD

so yeah that was basically the main things pajie and i talked about. but it was still really great to talk to her again. as for now im gonna stop being lazy and do something more productive. till next time (;
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checkett. bouncy hamburger ;o ♥ anywhoo haiii. so im still on my twilight high... like that would be over any time soon xD though i dont really have a lot of energy to even SPAZZ online right now O.O so im gonna try and be normal xD

KAY! yesterday night to tonight! that's what i'll write about today... but before that have you noticed how it's basically IMPOSSIBLE for me to write a short blog? really i tired but in the end i just end up spazzing and writing something SO long ;o hahahaha it's not my fault though... i just sorta talk a lot xD

so anyway yesterday night i watched new moon again online before i went to bed. it made me recall some things i forgot to write about. like how whenever jacob came on screen with his hair in all its glory we would look at each other and make our hair all fluffly and stuff and v said that it makes her hair look pretty xD i agree, that wig makes my bushy mess of a hair look so neat! HAHA. i also found it so funny during that Romeo & Juliet scene how Eric was crying and Mike was all sleepy xD I seriously had the urge to read the book again at that part. Which I'm really tempted to do now tbh. xD I also giggled silently when everybody turned around to watch edward recite the lines of R&J. i would have SO done the same xD i also remember how we were talking about Carlisle/Peter's hotness! i still can't believe that guy has three freaken kis ;o emmett was so funny as well with his "dating an older woman! nice!" haha i swear i love him! xDD

watching it online also made me realize that they censored that kiss between edward and bella during the birthday scene when he brought her home too! i knew something was missing! oh and yaknow? i really like bella room! it's so nice and pretty and cute! :D i totally love charlie too! he's HILARIOUS! with his over protective fatherness and all. loved that (: oh and i totally remember now there were times during the movie when we would all laugh about taylor's nose! it's so weird like half flat but not and all! HAHAHA i find that part where paul says sorry to bella so adorable :3 HE'S SO HOT xD oh and i totally loved the part where alice goes "as soon as you put the dog out!" yup, total pwn! (; that place where the volturi lives is really beautiful too! ;o i wanna visit it if they have it open for the public but OMFG that elevator scene where they are all going down to see aro was HILARIOUS! its like ... awkward much? xD

but yes over all i still love new moon and i can't wait to watch it again on the third :D anyway today was a fun day, i wore a dress. well sorta dress. its just i wore it long instead of with jeans today so it was basically a dress. that's something for me alright since i hardly wear dresses haha especially if they are short. i hate my legs yaknow :P but omg i saw TWO cute guys!! right at the shopping mall near me! :OOOOO ♥ and one was like totally staring at me for a while so that was embarrassing but omggg cutie noticed meee xD HAHAHAH i love how there's so much of a Christmas feeling out there already. with the deco and the songs. lovely (: we went to ikano today too and there was a santa walking around there. my mum wanted me to take pictures but no thanksss. so while my dad was listening to the christmas choir i went walking around and i ran into azura! she's this person who works for disney and has been in a couple of their shows and stuff and shes sorta famous here and this was the second time i met her. the first time was with lois but she still remembered me! ;o OMG HOW COOL IS THAT?! :D way exciting really! she was doing this thing for disney with lilo and stitch! apparently stitch has a new tv show? they played hsm songs too... i totally sang along xD anyway that's basically my day! apart from that i basically just went to BSC again {theres a store there that has basically all the things we need for christmas!} the owner is seriously so funny and nice. i laughed so much even if i was just listening most of the times :D oh and i FINALLY found a car that has a license plate that says WTF! isn't that awesome?!?!? to bad i couldn't get a picture. aw damn xD

anyway im sleepy so goodnightt (:
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Friday, November 27, 2009

HAIIII. im in a crazy hyper twilight high right now. not that i normally am NOT in a twilight high but im in an extra high right now =P i couldn't pick between a team edward picture or this. but either way prepare for a tumblr robert pattinson spam ♥ xD he's GAWJUSSSS.

so before i go crazy hyper and tell you all about my wonderful time watching new moonnn. i'mm gonna get this other topics out of the way first xD

such asss adam lamberts for your entertainment music video! LOVED IT! :D fuhreal it's good. im in love with him right now xD he's hot. to bad he's gay.

andd. there's this singer called jennifer paige and she has this duet with nick carter called beautiful lie and OMG the song is AMAZING! current addiction! :D check out the music video its really good! here! isn't it good? i just love nick carter and its a beautiful and OMFG the guy in the video? HAWT OR WHAT?! I MEAN LOOKET!! :o ♥

also i watched this video of taylor swift and justin bieber talking about how he broke his foot? so adorable. even though its sorta sad that he has a broken foot. but she was all like "i didn't mean for you to take break a leg so seriously!" haha you should watch it, its funny xD it's so cool how even with a broke foot he still managed to finish the song. now that's dedicated alright!

lastly before my long spazz starts. A Very Special Christmas 7. It's a Christmas album full of different stars singing Christmas songs and it's really good. :D I love all the songs and they are all done really nicely. They also have the CARTER TWINS in it! =D Who aren't that known yet but really cute! LOOKET! :D fuhreal cute right? I love their voices ♥ I hope they make an album fast!

now... with that all out of the way, be warned. hyper fan here. IM GONNA START SPAZZING!!0gkgjfigjdsoifg

so yes i watched new moon yesterday! OMFG ♥ i couldn't sleep the night before i was just so freaken excited and then when i woke up i just kept counting down the hours till new moon actually happened. people on twitter were telling me to calm down... i was calm... sorta. k LIE! i wasn't calm xD i loved Seed's comment though! she was like DONT BE CALM! SPAZZ AND SCREAM! love that girl. hahaha.

left the house at 12pm for lunched. after lunched since it was basically already 1pm i decided to stay back at The Curve since I was suppose to meet the twins at two. went to borders and got comfy reading my book ... until V texted me telling me she was gonna be late. =P Somebody couldn't wake up... hmm so anyway kept reading and stuff waiting for them to call me. Also I found out that the songs I really liked in Borders turned out to be the New Moon soundtrack which is SO not the albums put up on the "now playing in borders" section thank you very much xD After an hour... an a finished book I went to walk around and stuff I forgot what I did but yeah I went to the magazine section. Saw a girl reading a magazine with Taylor Swift so I asked if that was the In Style one and she said yes and agreed that Taylor was awesome. So we had some small talk and she was really nice. She even said bye to me when she left. Which was unexpected but nice. Another girl though just glared at me for some weird reason. All I did was move away politely when I though she wanted to reach for a magazine I was standing in front off O.O weirdddd. Anywhoo V said she was finally here and I told them to meet me at McDonalds. Saw what girl again and she smiled at me and stuff. Told V that she has to stave now because she's late =P They finally got there at 4:10 xD 10 MINUTES BEFORE SHOW TIME! so I literally pushed them all the way to the theater hurrying their butts off and telling them to run like their life depended on it xD Finally got to the theater... got the popcorn... drooled over the Zac Efron pictures in V's phone xDDDD then went to watch NEW FREAKEN MOON! Syaza told me to calm down.... I tried... I failed. HAHAHA.

So anyway got to our seats and just joked a bit while waiting for the movie. Forgot what about though ;o When I started I got so hyper and I apologize Syaza if your arm hurts but OMFG EDWARD CULLEN! HAHAHAHA I wanted to scream "OMG CEDRIC DIGGODY LIVES!" when Edward came on but they didnt want too so I didn't wanna do it alone =P Syaza promised we'll do it when we watch it with Ratri though. Gonna hold her to ittt =P The theater clapped when Edward came on screen though and omg what an entrance ♥ @_@ then Jacob came in and ruined it -.-' there seemed to be more Jacob fans in the theater though. Or at least fans we are going for his abs xD But I seriously laughed so much watching New Moon though. I mean the film was amazing really. I don't get why there's so much bad reviews. It's way better then the first one and I seriously can't wait for the DVD so that I can watch it again and again and again! The JacobxBella scenes were tough though. So ... Gross O.O I told Syaza to give me her popcorn bucket cuz I needed to puke. She didn't =P BUT REALLY! ew ew bleck bleck bleck xD the part when Edward left was SOOOO sad and depressing. Almost cried. =P But OMFG!! At the part where we all knew Jacob was gonna take his shirt off V and I grouped around Syaza {I think we might have squished her xDD} and started counting {had to redo it a couple of times because he was taking to longgg xD} and when he finally did while all the people clapped and whoo-ed we burst out laughing SO loud xDDD then I yelled "CUT YOUR HAIR!" and V said something but I can't remember. Oh that was hilarious xD SO AMUSING! xD

I really gotta say sorry to Syaza though. I kept spazzing to her in the middle of the films and stuff. Man I must have been annoying. SORRY! but i was so excited and stuff couldn't help myself. I'll shut up the next time we watch xDD

The movie was over all really great though. I basically yelled out for joy when Alice came back and CHEERED when Robert and Kristen kissed but thanks to Malaysia theater they censored the bloody part even though there were 358942387432 other kissing scenes not censored. I think V and I were like the only ones who complained about that ... loudly. Okay yes I think we were the loudest there xDD MY BADDD. I forget sometimes k? =P SORRY THEATER PEOPLE! HAHAHA Plus they cut out the really intense make out reunion kiss which sucks cuz that pwnsss ;o The Volturis were badass though! Demetri and Felix were awesome and Dakota played Jane PERFECTLY! Like really.. she was so calm and collected. Really good. Alec is SO hot. Jamie Campbell Bower is hot... I'm gonna stick to that fact and Aro... Aro is freaky k? =P He's awesome but he's so damn freakyyy xD

OMFG AND WE LAUGHED SOOOO loudd when Alice showed Aro he vision of Bella being a vampire!!! I mean really I'm all for Bella being a vampire but COME ON!? that was so funnnyy. I mean yes you can show her sparkling true... but why not while hunting or like that part in Breaking Dawn where all the Cullens where outside their place playing and the sun shone on them? With Renesmee and all? something like that anyway. But why freaken running in slow motion?! It was HILARIOUS!! xD

The werewolves were awesome though. They were so adorable and hilarious. Haha Especially Embry and Quil. Paul is just HOT ;o && omg when they are in wolf form? SO ADORABLE! They are like all fluffy and stuff you just wanna pet them even if they are growling at you xDD The Humans were cool too. Mike is HILARIOUS xD He's adorable really. =P

Hmm what else? Yes as always it waas sad for Jacob that he didn't get the girl but he'll get over it. I do admit I felt my heart thug when he was in wolf form and had tears and all in the end. But I know the end so it's alright. I like the end of the books. xD The end was like OMFG though! I mean I love it and all but ... but .... WHYYY! Edward was like "Marry Me?" and Bella was like "HEH!?" V & I agree that it should at least be a YEAH then a HEH! haha... oh and I was complaining loudly again and I think people were staring at me ... when we were walking out ... again sorry for the weirdness people ... i was .... weird that day xD

BUT OVER ALL I LOVED NEW MOON! I can't wait to watch it with Ratri... even if it's one week to goo. AHHHH. I just wanna watch it again and again and again xD

So anyway after new moon we headed to Ikea and ate meatballs xD discussed the movie and agreed that though Taylor is hot with his bod and all he's like Megan Fox! Trying to hard to be hot ;o even if they themselves are hot at times they just try to hard. I still find Robert SOOO hot. I love the vampires ;o I said it before I'll say it again... TWILIGHT HAS HOT GUYS! xD

We also talked about Taylor and Taylor and how if she marries him she'll be Taylor Lautner. HAHAHAHAHAHHA Mr and Mrs Taylor Lautner...niceee xD I still find them weird together.

Also V showed me the picture of my husband on the billboard somewhere in KL. GOTTA FIND IT! ;ooo ALEX I'M COMING!! God hotness HAHAHAHA. Yeah so we ate and stuff and talked about how Suri Cruise could be Renesmee and how Twilight is very sexual without them knowing xD like how in Breaking Dawn they are suppose to have a sex scene and all .... and how Leah is technically suppose to be naked when she turns into a wolf xDD Ahh hilarious. I had a fun time xD

I also think that it was a mistake firing Raechelle as Victoria! The other one just doesn't have that crazy look D; She looks too sweet. So lame. :(

So after that we headed back to The Curve and just talked random stuff while waiting for my dad to pick me up {we were gonna head to Bangsar} and yeahh that's thattt. New Moon was awesome. Can't wait to see it again... and I had a fun time with the Twins xD at Bangsar we met the guy who's owns this new store there or something and he gave us Italian ice cream. YUMMY @_@ He's really nice actually. Let us try everything else too :D Then we headed to Chilis for dinner... though I didn't eat. There was a bunch of people having a really hardcore celebration though. They are SO gonna be hangover today. Haha the Chinese were like all SOO red but this nice Aussie guy offered my dad some food after he simple just asked what he ordered. Really nice. Sorta cute too =P

anyway that was my day yesterday. today i just cleaned... went out to bangsar for lunch again cuz my parents wanted to get something there. saw an OMFG CUTE GUY! like fuhreal he was SO HOT! teenager too!! he had this surfer boy look in a way. shaggy blonde hair... body to DIE for ...and he was wearing a wife beater with jeans .... ALMOST. DIED. I swear think Zac Efron... HOLY SHITZ @_@ haha.

then went home and talked to my friends and caught up and all the things I missed these past couple of days. Char and I agree though that we prefer Robert and Jackson with the scruffy look instead of their clean cut vampire looks xD Talked to Matt too.. traitor left me for Team Jacob. tsk tsk tsk. I'm so disappointed in him. HAHAHA jk jk But yeah today was fun. Char and I went on omegle and just went crazy there and stuff. FUN FUN. (:

that was my dayy. my dads now out for a meeting. my mums resting and im playing beautiful lie on repeat. addicted, i think so.

till next time ♥
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Wednesday, November 25, 2009

i realized that i like to post blogs with pictures instead of titles. i find it way cuter. anyway im not in the best moods right now but im gonna be all hyper and stuff still because this is after all a spazz blog. my parents pissed me off so much just now that i was to the point of crying -.-' i spent the whole day out with them doing stupid things only to get back at 5... to be then called every five freaken seconds to do stuff and blah blah blah. then i was left with a shit load of dishes after dinner and after that STILL nagged at to do so many things and when i FINALLY sit down i try to be nice to my mum only to have her nag at me about studying and how i'm gonna have to wake up earlier to finish studying. fuck that im not gonna do it. it's so fucking annoying cuz i can never do anything without my mum nagging or picking it. shit i mean she even nags about me not using my camera when she's already taking the SAME shot!! i mean WHAT??!? btfo and get your own fucking life cuz mine doesn't need your nagging -.-'

so yes, this very much pissed me off but whatever, im gonna try to be happy now. music is being blasted. im lock up in my room and im ALONE. happy thoughts. happy thoughts. happy thoughts? erh... NEW MOONS TOMORROW! there that's a happy though. im way excited for that fuhreal! (: i mean really i've waited SO long for it and to finally watch it tomorrow is so freaken excitinggg. OMFG VAMPIRES K HAI ILY! xD

so here's random topics i wrote down to talk about. be warned, it starts randomly;

i found out just now that heidi klums daughter leni's dad is this manager guy from formula one. i mean WHAAAA? i was totally not expecting that! i mean them dating? SO WEIRDDD! O.O really, wasn't expecting that.

leighton meester is so pretty i love her and her singing. im so excited for her new album but dudeess. what's with her outfits nowadays? that totally sexy look is so not working. don't go over slutty leighton. you're too pretty for that! ♥ keep to the simple make up ... and get a new stylist. but don't worry still love ya (;

i seriously wanna watch the AMAs. it looks so good and thanks to my friend Ash i'm gonna be able to watch it sooonnn! WHOOO! i watched some of the performances. LOVE IT ALL ;o Adam Lambert ♥ im currently in love with him {latest crush xD} not that i wasn't before. i love his album, its really so good and i don't actually think his performance during the AMAs was that bad. so you had some crotch action and kiss... that's all? i expected like the guy to actually be giving him really seductive head or something xDD gosh can america get prude at times or what? xD no offense but its sorta trueee. anyway yes im so into adam lambert right now. ;ooo gorgeousnessss xD

demi lovato. i saw her video of her 17th birthday party and yadayada party. it looks amazing. i want a party like that :D she's so lucky.

oh and jamie campbell-bower posted this photo on twitter yesterday, OMG best license plate ever! haha it totally made me laugh xD

also timabland? god does that guy do collaborations with everybody or WHAT? xD you should see the listings of all these celebrities for his new album! makes me way excited for it really. especially with one republic being there :D

now on a more of a guy spazz note, HAVE YOU SEEN MY GORGEOUS HUSBAND LALTELY?!?! ;ooo ♥ i mean really LOOKET THIS! i died really. ;o i swear that guy should really start posing naked because this is just plain teasing! xD how rude =P

also... hayden christensen... get it? (; yeah so do i. man he's GORGEOUS! ;oooo with all this hot guys out there its hard to pick a future husband xD i mean reallyyy... who to marry?!?! :P

omg did you see the posters for beastly?!?! it's amazinggg! i seriously can't wait for it! i mean really! vanessa looks AMAZING and alex just looks hot and gahhh. i gotta read the book. i hope my parents get my hints for it for christmas xD

aww did you hear about justin bieber breaking his foot too? that poor baby :( i hope he feels better soon. adoraobleness should not be in pain xD

and last on my very long spazz blog... ZAC EFRON! omfgg gorgeousness as wellll! i mean reallyyy. that guy is smokin. and god he's eyes ♥ i mean looket at this! even sleepy he still manages to be hot xD i can't wait to watch MAOW! really! though my friends lucky enough to watch it early i think ;oo lucky ducky. i seriously NEED a zanessa sighting soon though. dying here! i read this interview with miley cyrus and she said how she thinks its cool that znv have been dating since the first movie and he could have any girl he wants {with all the girls falling over him} and yet he doesnt. that's something alright. i agree. love them together, which is why they so have to pay back their crazy fan over here and give her a kissss (; A BIG SMOOCHY! that'll make my day xDD

k so im gonna go now. i wanna get my things done before momzilla starts again ;o wish me luck!
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